We are still waiting to find out if we got the house I particularly liked. It has been an emotionally up and down day for me as we have passed each hurdle towards being chosen to rent this house. This time of waiting has given me a few moments to think, especially to think about how I will respond if we are not chosen. I was thinking, if I can be happy only when I get my own way in life then I won't be a very happy person. So whichever way things turn out I've made up my mind to be happy.